Now this is what the Lord Almighty says: “Give careful thought to your ways.
Haggai 1:5 (NIV)
Channeling circa 2000 Britney Spears…
Oops… I did it again.
To be honest that tagline started out as a joke… in fact this line was going to read “No, no I didn’t get lost in the game…” But then- I realized- that yeah I did, I did get lost in the game.
B Spears and I may not be talking about the same game but I did do it again… and I didn’t mean to… I just…
I just got too busy.
Working through papers, reading through course books and deciphering class materials in preparation for final projects and exams…
If you toss in some everyday life and purposefully set aside time for family… well, it is really easy to get caught up in the busyness.
Especially at this time of year.
It was the middle of November the last time I looked up, and now we are sitting less than 10 days to Christmas…
13 days to a New Year… a New Decade.
And unfortunately for me, I get caught in the busyness trap more often than I like to admit- and much more often than any one person should…
I keep thinking I have learned my lesson, fast forward a couple months and *bam* back in the busyness trap I go.
And the reality is that school work aside, if given the opportunity I am sure I could present dozens of other reasons behind “being behind.”
The worst part is, I know exactly what I am doing. I take my proclaimed “first priority” and place it on a back burner while I knock out all the “miscellaneous” tasks.
It is at the top of my to do list, forefront of my mind and on fire in my heart- and I do everything I can to set it aside until “the right time” or “enough time” or “the time.”
First priority- placing God first. In placing God first, my next priority becomes doing what He has called me to do.
But gee, sometimes I feel He just doesn’t understand how awkwardly it fits in my schedule. “I really want to do that God, you know I do but… I really need to ________ and then…maybe…”
And as I keep putting my first priority off for the sake of accomplishing whatever it is that I have deemed in need of being accomplished first… the distance between me and my first priority grows.
Eventually that distance becomes unbearable. I am asking where He went and He is standing next to me wondering why I am yelling.
Per usual He never left, I just turned my eyes away.
Thankfully God never tires of shaking me out of the busyness trap, when truly no one- myself included- would blame Him for leaving me there to figure it out on my own.
This time around, as I was explaining about how I know “this and this” was on our to do list, but that “this and that” had shown up on my to do list- God sent me to Haggai.
To be honest, I had never paid too much attention to Haggai. Lesson learned. Haggai has a word that God knew I needed to hear:
Now this is what the Lord Almighty says: “Give careful thought to your ways. You have planted much, but harvested little. You eat, but never have enough. You drink, but never have your fill. You put on clothes, but are not warm. You earn wages, only to put them in a purse with holes in it.”
This is what the Lord Almighty says: “Give careful thought to your ways. Go up into the mountains and bring down timber and build my house, so that I may take pleasure in it and be honored,” says the Lord. “You expected much, but see, it turned out to be little. What you brought home, I blew away. Why?” declares the Lord Almighty. “Because of my house, which remains a ruin, while each of you is busy with your own house.
Ta-Da! Lightbulb 💡
And conviction. A fair amount of healthy Spirit driven conviction.
This past month as been a struggle. And now I know why.
Because I got lost in the game. I got caught in the busyness. I was overwhelmed with concern for my house, that I neglected His house.
It is one thing to pray constantly. (And it is an important thing).
But it is another thing to purposefully stop and be still and to know. To stop and worship and to stop and praise.
Stopping and being still is important, essential really. Because in the moments when you truly stop- even if only for a few minutes- you are saying that there is no task- big or small- that is worth a portion of this moment to this privilege.
Take a moment and recall those in the Christmas story who stopped- the shepherds ran and wise men traveled.
By stopping you are not giving half or part of an offering but a whole sacrifice, whole heartedly.
And that offering, that whole, complete moment of worship and awe builds castles for the Lord our God.
As you proceed from that moment you realize that God’s call never fits awkwardly around your schedule/plans but that some of the plans you’ve placed may fit awkwardly around His.
As we enter the final countdown to the celebration of God’s ultimate plan; our deliverance through the birth, life, death and resurrection of His only son- I am overwhelmed and eternally thankful that God did not find our deliverance, my deliverance, too awkward for His schedule.
I am reminded that one character at the First Christmas was so caught in the busyness trap- he missed the miracle right outside his door. No one blames the Innkeeper, he had a full house, and certainly we can all relate to the feeling.
But this Christmas and into the New Year, Friends I encourage you to do as the wise men and the shepherds did and give careful thought to your ways, follow the star and make haste to the King.
Prayers Friends and Tidings of Great Joy ♥️✨